no4spacecadet

You think you love him, I think i love you. Were only good friends, I dont know what to do. I want to tell you, Tell you how i feel. I want you to understand, But my lips remain behind a seal. Its not a rebound, Its not a fling. I love the way you look, I love the way you sing. Ive denied it for many years, Ive said its not true. Ive hidden behind all these fears, When all i want is you. We are just friends, Never to be anything more. And that hurts deep down, I feel it at my core. This love is hidden, Dormant in my heart. I never thought something so simple, Could tear me apart. I want you to be mine, I want you to w

I keep my back to the darkness, Block it from my sight, I focus on the bright side of life, But sun wanes, its the onset of night. Anger rises, I step back, The edge nears, Emotion goes flat. I close up inside, Shut out the world, You push me closer, Deeper into the darkness, Embrace darkness, The fall wont hurt, Spread your arms, And let the depth subdue your mind.

Love, weakens us all, loss,the learning curve of love, pain, whats left from love. no punch's are thrown, no violance released at all, but war wages on.